I'm sick of burned CD's I have way too fucking many
I think I'm going to buy them from now on What a concept ! Sufjan Stevens - Greetings from Michigan Hellogoodbye - Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs! Say Anything - Is a Real Boy Freezepop - Freezepop Forever
if you can't tell, I'm making a list of which ones I want & I will continue doing so even after I write this pathetic entry I don't like livejournal, why do I keep writing in it ?
I'm going to be in Lewiston from Monday through Wednesday or Thursday with Adam, hopefully the suspense of if he can go or not is killing me
I made a list of who I want to spend my birthday with I easily came up with about 40+ people I think I'm going to have a chill thing instead of a bonfire or maybe I won't have anything at all
I don't want my birthday to be a big event I just want to have fun on it with some people I love
I got paid today. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. I'm going shopppppinnnnnggggg. & I'm going to this battle of the bands thing today. With the Diehl family. For my favorite freshman Steven's band.
&&&&&& everyone pretending they really like peace and things of that nature.. the fact that it has all become a fad is so incredibly irritating. Wasn't it just the HIP thing to be bitchy and vulgar and into zombies and things equally as repulsive?
I went to the Myspace Cafe today.. my life is over. There was a silly band from Dublin & I wanted to borrow them so they could speak sweet everything's to me.. but I don't think Adam would have liked that very much. Plus, the lead singer was bald and looked like Steve from Jerry Springer.
I've been okay lately. I guess the fact that I'm so "different" from everyone, meaning my wave of thinking and perception on life.. has been getting to me in a negative way. It's pretty much all because of the fight with my mom, I think and my lack of "self-love" Whatever.
I was going to give you a better update but I'm on the phone with Adam.
life would be so much more enjoyable if these two things did NOT exist. I guess without them there wouldn't be relevations for those who overcome their insecurities.. or relief from paranoia.
but I don't really care. I still wish they didn't exist.